Saturday, April 08, 2006

like a ship in high seas

Mood swings never fail to surprise me with their intensity and fickleness.

Imagine starting the day feeling lazy and unspirited to do anything other than finishing your homework, but you've already said you'd go to Sports day with Kar and Lee. So you drag yourself, but can't be bothered to dress up for KLCC later on, so you just change into jeans and a shirt. Then you make your way there and soon you're meeting juniors you haven't seen in ages, and you're pretty proud of some of the cheerleaders only because they're interactors. And your old house sucks. seriously. total embarassment. Except for the captain la. Captains never suck. The junior cheers.. some of the runners.. those suck ass big time.

so fine, soon you're feeling more upbeat and cheerful. You take the train to KLCC, and on it, you and Kar and Lee decide not to watch Gubra after all, cause there's just no mood, plus, you were secretly hoping to watch it with someone else, and decide to ogle and check out CLEO's 50 eligible bachelors. Your mood swings into super cheer when you get to pig out on squid rings for lunch, and look at hot men. You manage to get one of the best spaces on the 1st floor, and soon you are ogling at He-men like Asun, Adam, Jeremy T., and Neo. Even Stefan isn't too bad. But he's not your type. More like Lee's type...

Then finally after all that, you go home having laughs with those two on the train, only to be caught in the jam. Then when you go online to blog about it, you discover heartbreaking information. And your previously out of the stratosphere mood comes crashing down right through the earth and BANG into the core.

and then you decide its all not worth it, and decide to devote your life to little reptiles and insects, and go into a monastery and devote your efforts and obsessions to meditation. after 10 years of meditation, you discover that you are just not meant to love anyone all along, then you come out of seclusion and go around preachign scientology.

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