What first day..

The first day of term was a total letdown. In fact I shan't even call it First Day. As far as I'm concerned, the first day of sem 2 is tomorrow. bleh.

I spent like, a couple of hours at college with Tun and Jay, and we lazed at the lounge for a bit while i kacau-ed some other people by calling and waking them up :D. The only reason Tun and I were at college was to pay fees, which barely took a minute, because all I did was drop it into a box. God knows why Jay came, but better la, more people to hang out with.

Then we went to some mamak place bistro, and Linda joined us for a bit. Tun sent me home, and on the way I think he got caught speeding at the speedtrap. -_-' i wouldn't know, I don't know how these things work.

During lunch I had a moment where I coughed while chewing and food must have somehow traveled the wrong way. Because later something was irritating and annoying my nose, and so I grabbed tissue and blew it out. OMg.

It turned out to be a grain of rice.

0_o'

quite gross, yeah?

Anaz 'Thasya' turns legal

On Friday, I made my way by public transport to Taylors Subang so i could borrow a couple of books and to meet up with Anaz. After failing to borrow books because i haven't paid my fees yet, I had a game of pool with Anaz, until her sister called because she didn't have keys to the house. So we pack up, pay RM0.50, and Anaz drives us to Kelana Jaya. Havoc la, her driving. 8/10.. deduct points because she always scolds the people on the road. :D

After we head back to school and pick up Francine (while waiting we ogled at guys ;D), we chill in her room and freshen up. I start freaking when I check my phone, and realize we should have started the drive to Kar's house 15 minutes ago. When we finally reach Kar's house, I mumbled something about Kareen being late and not ready just so I could get Anaz to park her car

While chilling in Kar's room, we naturally turn to more vain pursuits...

like taking lots of photos

Fran found my sunnies

The thing was, we were actually going to surprise Anaz with her college friends, hence the ploy to get her out of the car and to chill in Kar's room, which was the meet up point.

while we waited for her surprise..

We came close to bocor rahsia because Calvin couldn't find the a house (accidentally gave wrong address, sorrrrrryy) and he had to call.

*pass the phone to Kar*

Anaz : Who's that?

Me: Uh... what? *feigns distraction*

The phone, who's that?

Hah...yeah.. Oh, what? *racking brain for lie*

Who were you talking to?

Uh.. Oh, that, Krys la, Krys..

What the hell happened to my lying skills, man.. Anyway, Kareen finally went down to 'get something from her friend who was dropping something off' and TADA! SURPRISE!

We split into 2 cars, then head off to KLCC's California Pizza Kitchen. We got the private room, so we could make all the noise we wanted. You know one thing I like about the private room? It's located right at the back of the restaurant, and you have to walk past all the other diners to the room. And as you walk, people turn and look, and I always secretly smirk and think "Nyeh nyeh, we got the private room.. nyeh nyeh, you have to eat out here hahahahahaha"

They sat nearest to the door mah...So they did this the whole evenning

We had a good time, it's been so long since we had a lot of free time to just chat and catch up over a meal, and not be rushed to go to a movie or something. I got to meet Anaz's college friends, who were all cool friendly people. I haven't laughed so much since holidays started.

There were five cameras there belonging to Me, Calvin, Beth, Grace and Kareen, so naturally a lot of picture taking. We made the poor waitress take like 10 shots with all of us in the same position because of all our cameras :D should have left her a bigger tip, come to think of it. Ah well, that's what service tax is for.

The magic eight

The college side of the party

The ex-schoolmates side of the party

Shit, my hair looks horrible.

After eating pizza, and dessert (yummmmmmmmm) we head back to Kar's house for another sweet surprise.

You didn't think we'd celebrate a birthday without birthday candles did ya?

Cuppacakes!

I think I may have gotten carried away with the lighting of the candles, come to think of it. There was a whole box of matches and so many candles to light...

The Cuppacakes were sugary treats, very pretty and certainly a welcome difference from the traditional birthday cake. Do go and visit their website, can die from prettiness overload.

It was wonderful meeting Anaz's friends, and spending some quality time with my favourite gals. God, when's the next birthday.. I can't wait.

Things I learnt from Friday:

Grace's birthday is in August.

Punani is not like papadam.

I look not half bad in brown. Must buy more brown clothes.

KL is a city where you can get lost in.

Francine's rabbit doesn't like to be picked up by her.

For havoc events, call Event Extraordinare Yuen!

"If I love you, you get a great party. Otherwise, you pay me."

Ps: Hugs and love to KarBear for helping to organize! and Calvin for calling the college peeps.

Techie Friends

I am so lucky

even at midnight, there are people who randomly message me after reading about my photoshop plight sending me links and whatnot to help me. THANK YOU REAGANBOY

but then I discover that the serial code is actually INSIDE, like, part of the cd's contents. THANK YOU CALVIN feelsostupid. then I go click click around and finally tada!

I now have photoshop.

I am happy

I am editing photos from Anaz's bday while I am typing this.

Yes, I am VERY happycanfaintfromwooting.

and thanks all to my techie friends

:D

Funny accents

I'm watching the chinese movie The Irresistable Women on 8TV. It's about these four ugly Pork Chop women who undergo all sorts of beauty makeovers to correct their 'defects' (i.e. bald spots, crooked teeth bla bla bla) so they can take revenge on their ex employers. Anyway, one of the people who treat them badly first is this Ang Moh fella (boss la of course) who is very preverted. (He's actually quite funny la, but that's not the point) He is the jovial type and picks up the cantonese lingo and calls them lang loi (pretty girl) after he sees their transformation.

"Lang loi!!!"

*turns to assistant*

"I want them! Get them to work for me!"

If only man.

He says it very funnily, it's one of those things you have to watch to get it. Go watch the movie for this part+stephen fung *coughcough*

photoshop woes

My photoshop software trial that i spent HOURS downloading from adobe.com expired. Before i could edit photos from Anaz's Bday. Before i could add sparkles and edit the brightness and put nice captions. :(

So many blogs have nice photos that are obviously the result of some kind of image editing software (I'd put my money on photoshop), but takkan they all bought the original versions right...

My photoshop cd that i purchased a while back from MV doesn't quite work. Maybe it's because of the authentic trial version that expired. That plus the fact that i stupidly forgot to ask the fella for the serial number to go along with the cd. I'm going to hentam that fat fella one fine day, when i get the chance to go back there minus the parents plus guts.

I would give other photo editing softwares a shot, but the brushes I've downloaded work only with photoshop! My lovely lovely brushes! *wail*

Anybody know where to get a working photoshop cd (preferably cs2).. aw man, 20 bucks down the drain.

CheeseStruck

I got a comment from Cheesie

It doesn't seem to be a generic comment, and she called me sweetie :) It means a lot because people usually never comment anyway

I am quite the star cheesestruck la :D

Cheesie is a pretty popular blogger in the Malaysian blogosphere by the way. If it were any local celebrity like say Mawi, eesh, tak peduli betul. But Cheesie man!

double standard betul. ;D

Tag me! I mean you! I mean whatever!

If you comment on this post:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours

Oh yeah man, finally a tag I really want people to do! Do it if you love me okay, i might even answer your #7 if i'm not emo-ing

there's nothing like a confession caught on video.. especially a confession by the President of Interact Assunta 06/07.. *snicker* only Assuntarians (Interactors especially) will get this.. please ignore the stupid grin.

oh my, i just realized the quality is terrible. hah. even better.

DID YOU REALIZE

that Katie Holmes, who is Tom Cruise's current Significant Other and the mother of his alien-yet-to-be-seen-but-whose-photos-won't-sell child Suri, and Nicole Kidman who is Tom Cruise's ex-wife and the mother of his two adopted-and-frequently-photographed-so-we-know-they-actually-exist children played the role of Batman's love interest in separate versions of Batman. Kidman in an ultra old version featuring Micheal Keaton in the title role and Holmes as the childhood sweetheart with Bale as Batman. (I never saw the Holmes version by the way)

DID YOU KNOW

that the episode where CSI:Miami Horatio Caine flies to New York for the first time to collaborate with CSI:NY Mac to hunt down some Murdoch fella, has a soundtrack titled Teardrop by Massive Attack that is also one of the opening themes for House MD!

:D

weird conversations and mystery remixes

OMG

some guys just come up with the most horrible methods of pick ups. If it's not weird conversations, it's sending personal remixes and 'asking for your opinion'. Suck poo through a holey straw la! If you hardly ever talk to me, don't ask me for my opinion on something as personal as your own original remix. It's a blatant show off technique. plus, the remix sucks.

Don't ask me for my opinion about what academic choices to make if you yourself don't have any idea what you're doing right now in the first place. SPINELESS BRAINLESS WIMP! and when i give you my opinion, don't judge me for it! So what if i think you should go for something because i think it has more money in it? at least i have a stand! i have an ACTUAL OPINION. and let's see you try to go through life on sunshine and job satisfaction alone.

rotten

my ugly green monster hasn't reared its head in quite some time now. In the beginning of this year, a bit, but it eventually resigned itself to the fact that it just lost out to its more noble cousin. Now, out of nowhere, it comes again.

Slut.

I know she isn't. But anything to pacify myself.

lick

if he were a sweet, i'd lick him to the very core

tagamunjo

ENAM WEIRD FACTS/THINGS


yar hor, got a lot of diff meh between facts and things..


I will drink orange colour and yellow coloured drinks, but NEVER purple or red (except watermelon) coloured drinks... the same goes for ice lollies and sweets. The weird thing is I don't eat oranges, but i do eat strawberries and grapes

i'm fussy with chocolate. I prefer it frozen rock solid, and with nuts or rice crisps or something. i absolutely do not eat plain chocolate. i don't even eat chocolate flavoured ice cream.

my taste in guys

i think the guy who raps the japanese verse in Tokyo Drift by Teriyaki boyz has a friggin sexy voice. does that qualify as weird?

i like to take pictures of people with "celebs" (eg. neo, asun, jp.) but i myself very shy to take pictures with them..

my big toe has a weird nail-the result of itchy handed baby me with nail clippers

ENAM WEIRD HABITS

every night before i go to sleep, i lay out my purple blanket facing the right way. with the little picture of a dog going 'woof' face up at the bottom left corner. It HAS to be that exact postition.

in my wallet, all my bank notes are arranged. Biggest at the back, smallest in the front. and they all have the head facing me on the right.

i criticise people's eyebrows all the time. they make and break cuteness.

they say you can learn a lot about a person from the way they eat ice cream. I eat mine by licking the sides then pat it down flat to the cone. so it eventually ends up being an upside down cone, before i eat the cone bit by bit.

sometimes when i laugh really hard, i snort.

apoochee is my word. mine!

:(

another tshirt slogan.

life can suck poo through a holey straw.

more huh

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

what what what what
i am the least careful person i know. right?/ right/?? :s

like huh..

Your Birthdate: April 16

You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head.You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking.People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right.You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself. Your strength: Your original approach to thinking Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others Your power color: Pale blue Your power symbol: Wavy line Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

parts of it are true la, but.. :(

introverted meh..

so i thought when i was born, it might still be a different day somewhere else in the world right!

Your Birthdate: April 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

okay, more me..

Your Birthdate: April 17

You tend to find yourself lucky - both in business and in life.And while being wealthy is nice, you enjoy sharing your abundance with others.You put your luck to good use: you are very ambitious and goal oriented.Often times, you get over excited and take on more than you can manage. Your strength: Your ability to make your own luck Your weakness: Thinking you can do it all Your power color: Bronze Your power symbol: Half Moon Your power month: August

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

this is so not me at all. i am not soooo lucky

many a millenia ago..

not that long la. lee tagged me. cheers.

10 YEARS AGO I WAS

8.. which would make me a student in std. 2. It was during an art period that we drew our moms. my typical drawing was the 'u' shape face la.. i was never a good artist see. Joanne looked at my drawing, laughed, and i started crying.

fainting during morning assemblies a lot. that year came to a grand total of three. They always had to call my sister to the office, but after std 1, i think even the office staff came to recognise me and just let me sleep a bit in the chair.

5 YEARS AGO I WAS

starting form 1. I was dead excited to be with all my friends and meet new people. half way through the school year, i was made CO1, and was soon happily spending my recesses cleaning the class. it was the start of a three year obsession that was put to an end simply because i was half deaf during that fateful day. :(

quite dismayed to find that i had to take history and geography. needless to say, i sucked at both. But still managed to somewhat score in the important exams, thank god.

a huge huge huge huge fan of.. westlife. I didn't really like them until after their second album came out though. I had a thing for Mark. Pui Yan had a thing for Nicky. Francine had a thing for Shane. Westlife was one thing i usually had in common with my sitting partners :D

much much thinner than i am now. I was a skinny person until like.. form 3.

1 YEAR AGO I WAS

taking the Q&A in Nirmala's tuition centre for biology. It was my second time in a real tuition centre, the first being crash course for PMR in History and Geog.

having my Interact installation where i stepped down after what was possibly the best year of my school life. I received a big bouquet of flowers and lollipops from Surynn, who was my successor. It was the biggest bouquet out of all the other BODs..nyahahah.. It was a pleasant contrast to my own installation where the bud of my rose fell off and rolled around on stage in front of everybody. Yes, i cried. In privacy. Then we all went to California Pizza Kitchen to celebrate till midnight. Both years. <3

reading books, doing last minute homework, doing interact work when everybody else was doing chemistry. *snicker* although sometimes I would tag along and help them do experiments. It was cool.

was the Programme Director (finally remembered the title) of Lit night. Basically i did nothing but tell people that it was their turn on stage. I also filled in for KarBear as emcee during one late night rehearsal. It was the most torment i'd ever been through for Lit night.

getting over a crush, and the next day found a new target. ahem ahem.

YESTERDAY I WAS

emo-ing to KarBear and making plans with Lee for the Carnival

eating lo shee fun for lunch

thinking and wishing thursday would hurry up and come

frantically sms-ing looking for transport to Lit night and finally telling Hwei to give up my ticket. :'(

5 MOST RECENT SONGS I LISTENED TO

Tokyo Drift - Teriyaki Boyz

How To Save A Life - The Fray

At Last - Ella Fitzgerald

Breathless - Corrine Bailey Rae

Kiss Goodbye - Wang Lee Hom

5 SONGS I KNOW ALL THE WORDS TO

Breathless - Corrine Bailey Rae

My Girl - Westlife (actually i know all the words to all the old Westlife songs.....)

Goodbye My Lover - James Blunt

Put Your Records On - Corrine Bailey Rae

The Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice

5 IDEAL PLACES FOR RUNNING AWAY TO

Midvalley. Can survive there.

Singapore. The transportation system is damn reliable.

Chandni's house. I can sleep on the couch and can just walk to college.

Jay's house. Ditto above. Although i strongly suspect he'd kick me out.

Ritz Carlton. :D neh freeloader lee!?!

5 ITEMS/THINGS I REALLY WANT

Canon EOS 30D. Or any Canon SLR.

My own apartment/condo/penthouse in Mont Kiara

An outfit comprising jeans skirt+wraparound espadrilles+off shoulder sweater. that's kinda cheating la.

a date with college friends :(

a date with school friends :(

*HINT HINT*

5 THINGS I SHOULD BE DOING RIGHT NOW

starting on another tag

going to sleep

send photos to lee

planning the outing for this month

start on wrapping birthday presents

5 BIGGEST JOYS IN LIFE

seeing people i rindu

to receive an email saying i have comments.

celebrating special occasions

achieving things i work hard for

people i havent seen for so long still remember me.

5 PEOPLE I'M TAGGING

jay

linda

nash

gzhang

chandni-who doesnt have a blog but i'll make her post when she stays over nyahahaha

obsession in developement

choi! touch wood. my brain's screwed up enough as it it without another obsession cluttering it. Tokyo Drift is a brainless enjoyable movie though. the soundtrack rocks. (shush la jay... i know you hate it- no more music education till i get back.) i'm downloading all the teriyaki boyz i can get my hands on. i shall also hunt down a bathing ape shirt in singpore. because bathing ape brand was created by the dude in teriyaki boyz. oh, btw, am leaving for singapore tomorrow, and will be back on tuesday. my baggage is purposely half empty so i have loads of space for my shopping! muahahahaa! yeah la, full of stuff for you guys also la! <3>

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY CHANDNI

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JAY
sayang my group 1 homies all so berbanyak banyak! i hope we stay in the same group next sem. pray i don't die on the road okay. if not no presents. :(

btw, does anybody know how to repair the html.. why so much space on top wan... ^^^^ :( so ugly.

i'm going to have to restrain myself from buying lala clothes after seeing harajuku in tokyo drift. omg.. slap me somebody.

outs. *muaks* yo, we go out when i get back yeah! sms me

8 things about my perfect lover

Nash tagged me but I can't really do this because after thinking about it, there's no perfect lover. And even if there was a perfect lover, I wouldn't know he was perfect because that's still in the unknown self part of my Johari window. And I’m as fickle as anybody I know. My standards change all the time. If you asked me if i would ever date a smoker a year ago, i would have said "over my dead body" instantly; plus together with the stereotyped image of the teenage male smoker, we would never have worked out. But now if you pose that same question, I’d say 'probably', because now I know there's more to people than just their nicotine dependency. Their habits shouldn't define who they are, and putting down people because they smoke is just as bad as stereotyping geeks and bimbos according to how they dress. Hypocritically, I do that, but I’m not mean to their face mean.

But i think through past crushes i can more or less list 8 things/requirements that attract/repel me..

HEIGHT

He must be taller than me. Or at least the same height as me, but that would mean I wouldn't wear high heels as often. :( I'm shallow like that. You can be skinnier than me (a lot of guys nowadays are *small*), younger than me, have longer eyelashes than me. but. not shorter. Cause I’m already so short ( I seem to recall somebody asking me what food Assunta serves since Francine and Anaz were also small sized), that any more short genes would result in midget sized offspring that kena trampled. Plus, if he’s taller, can lean on his shoulder mahhh

HUMOUR

Unless he has shit loads of $$$ or looks like orlando bloom+steve yap+alan yun+shawn yue, this is very important. If he doesn't have the sense of humour to make me laugh, it's okay, I find a lot of other things to laugh about, but he must have the sense of humor to laugh WITH ME.. okay, most of the time people laugh AT me, that's okay too, but the important thing is he isn't some stuffed up doody. It's also important that we find the same things funny. This could prove a bit difficult seeing as how I apparently have a weird sense of humor (DEFINE weird humor, I DARE you, it's almost oxymoronic okay, to ...limit and CHAIN down that adjective to a single stereotype!), as can be seen from Calvin's latest post on his blog. Just to be clear I can spell properly okay. My fat fingers are always in a rush when I’m online-ing people.

CONFIDENCE

This is pretty much a no-brainer; it's a widely known fact that girls find confident guys more attractive. And from what I HAVE OBSERVED (i'm not generalising okayyy), the more confident guys flirt a heck of a lot more. And not always so subtly. Of course, it's usually the friendly i know-that-you-know-this-isn't-leading-up-to-anywhere flirting. I've done it, been done to, seen it, heard it. Sure it doesn't lead anywhere, especially when you know they're attached, but I find it ..charming? in a way? I've come a long way from spluttering and blushing when someone asked me if i wanted a french kiss (he was referring to a sort of drink. I didn't know okay.) to being able to *somewhat* flirting back. I will admit i had help. I found out i was doing it all wrong when Reaganboy sent me this website : http://www.askmen.com/dating/dating_top_ten_60/80_dating_list.html nyahahahah!
There's the suave charmer.. Hell, he's confidence personified. He's so confident he's almost cocky. Nothing can perturb him, girls lust after him, and he knows it.

LOOKS

It's hard to pin point down an exact type of look that attracts me. I've had crushes on geeky looking people, the 'cool' looking type, the bad boy image omigod bad boys are so hot all the way to people who when I point him out to friends, they give me an "are you okay" look. I mean, come on right.. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder mah.. Currently there's nobody, but I *still* find bad boys the most attractive PHYSICALLY.. there's the whole brooding look not to mention he had a very uncanny resemblance to shawn yue and most of these guys have a great smirk. yes, smirk. If you're really unlucky, they'll also have a melting grin. they rarely smile.. hm... I should also clarify here that sometimes people who look like the typical bad boy stereotype usually aren't. Again, smoking doesn't and shouldn't define you. But God, he looked hot. Smouldering hot. Fried egg hot. And that's the point.

Would I date someone who was ugly? Depends. Looks play a big part in attraction, and attraction plays a part in liking someone, which plays a preeeeetttyyy big part in relationships. Of course, being the hottest guy on campus doesn’t mean there’s immediate attraction (remember I have eccentric taste). But then it’s not so surprising anymore when you see hot guys with plain/ugly girls or vice versa, so.. yeah. As long as you're attracted to him, who cares? you're the one in the relationship, so all that matter is that you're attracted to the person you're going to be doing it with. :p

AFFECTION

Or rather the lack of it. What I mean is aloofness. The thrill of the chase is intoxicating. What Dr Greg House, Rukawa Kaede (yes, from Slamdunk…), Frank Sinatra’s character in Young At Heart (Old old classic with Doris Day that you can catch on cinemax) have in common is that they are gruff and aloof. No, I don’t want a guy who treats girls like shit, but PDA’s are quite over rated. With people (fictional they may be) like these, you know when they really mean the things the say or do, because it’s not the norm for them. Their quiet declarations of acceptance and feelings for you ( no matter how subtly they hint) speak louder than 999 roses with ‘I love you’s stamped all over ever could. Displays of Affection are normal scenes everywhere. You have the quiet ones like holding hands, and there are flashy showing ones like making out and the 999 roses. Okay la, the roses bit was cute I guess. Anyhow, I’ve come to the realization that after a certain stage, I’m not someone who needs all that jazz. I will ask, he’ll smirk and hold my hand. And I know. :D

AMBITION

perfectlover knows what he wants and he gets it. Ambition drives him and he has what it takes to succeed because he is destined to make it in this world. He's independent and hell determined. He is a born leader (hence the charm) and is definitely going to make headlines whereever he goes.

CHEMISTRY

Something I probably wouldn’t know much about considering I dropped the subject in form 5 and did interact work and read during class in form 4 because I planned to drop it anyway. Nyahaha.. I did pay attention during the first four months though.. I scored an A for my March exams.

Imagine each person in the world has specific atoms flying around themselves. Imagine these atoms create the aura surrounding each person. Imagine unstable atoms from different people merging to create a firm stable bond, separable only by the fiery heat energy of hell. These people click. They are yin and yang. They fit like the perfect pair of boots. They are the till death do us part people, hence the hell bit. Their bond is held together by one stubborn little atom (sometimes more) but it’s held together like elephant super glue and fishing line stitching.

Now imagine the same atoms. Imagine putting unstable atoms being made more unstable by other atoms. The results is one heck of a burnt lab and NO MORE EXPERIMENTING for a long time. Some people just don’t click. For no apparent reason. It’s just bad chemistry between them. Period. It’s happened before and it’s sickening. You want to pull hair and diss them out but you can’t obviously. But at least here there's chemistry.

What if there's absolutely no chemistry? you campur water and oil nothing interesting happens. they dont mix. they dont react. heck, its not even water and oil. it's like putting a banana next to a painting. nothing interesting happens. zilch. nada. bo liao. BORING

gentleMAN

Eeeeeeeverybody knows my story with Orange. Yes. I have learnt my lesson. I will listen to my friends the next time they say " But Yuen, he's sorta..um..how to say...gay." yeah, my perfect lover is all man okay. Can tahan metrosexual a bit. But he's all macho. The absolute gentleman. The whole open doors for you, ladies first, see you to the door type. The type you can count on to fix things around the house and kill cockroaches. Feminists might start throwing stones at me now. Hah! but then he will throw stones balik at them. And i'll finally have someone real to threaten people with when they usik me. If he was an athlete as well, that would be a plus. Then I have some motivation to go jog.

Of course, perfectlover can come dance right under my nose and i might never realise. Every guy i've ever met (okay the straight ones okay) have a chance, duh. Like i said, standards change like everyday. But how do you ever determine if you're ready to be in a relationship with any guy? lets not even talk marriage. lets say going steady. I have possibly the most horrible method ever. I imagine the guy in question with another girl. How jealous am I? If i'm completely unperturbed/jealous, too bad sudah habis chance. There's no feeling or passion in the least. So you can see why it's confusing when you use the imaginary method but you end up feeling sad. Because that just means you have to give up. What if you're happy? well, if that happens, you shouldn't even be using this method to find out your attraction level.

bee in my bonnet: Kiss goodbye- wang lee hom

Ps: hey nash, am i sposed to tag anybody back? er... i tag... people who read this and blog :D